tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-62995381628215638032024-03-21T16:02:02.560-07:00Berlin: Summer 2009Muhammed Idrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00084661613606141125noreply@blogger.comBlogger12125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299538162821563803.post-50500704757377504642009-09-30T00:21:00.001-07:002009-09-30T12:19:03.351-07:00Final Writeup<!--StartFragment--><b style=""><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:15;" >Artistic Expres</span></b><b style=""><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:15;" >sion of U</span></b><b style=""><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:15;" >rban A</span></b><b style=""><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:15;" >rt</span></b><b style=""><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:15;" >.</span></b> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-right: 0.25in; line-height: normal;"><i style=""><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:11;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></i></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-right: 0.25in; line-height: normal;"><i style=""><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:11;" >Muhammed Y. Idris</span></i></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-right: 0.25in; line-height: normal;"><i style=""><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:11;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></i></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-right: 0.25in; line-height: normal;"><i style=""><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:11;" ><span style=""> </span></span></i><b style=""><i style=""><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:10;" >Abstract</span></i></b></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family:Garamond;">The Berlin Wall was a physical border/barrie</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">r erected 1961 by the German Democratic Republic (GDR). It’s purpose was simple, to separate two different ideologies, capitalism and commun</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">ism. During its erection, existence, and demoliti</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">on (in 1989) this physical barrier mol</span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjssy80ASPUPklTz3cqlyE3Ms7I2ugtT9Bp0XIAlBEdJ8qwP5dQ3PIzwskus61q6pC5r9qDSCcWqC90ZlGjK2ERMrK13CZrqmfede74dBr6-cpmgRT_6rQI5w-vx0ya261qpMBAuDgcZxw/s1600-h/el_bocho_urban_art_berlin_1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 138px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjssy80ASPUPklTz3cqlyE3Ms7I2ugtT9Bp0XIAlBEdJ8qwP5dQ3PIzwskus61q6pC5r9qDSCcWqC90ZlGjK2ERMrK13CZrqmfede74dBr6-cpmgRT_6rQI5w-vx0ya261qpMBAuDgcZxw/s200/el_bocho_urban_art_berlin_1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387333578775222674" border="0" /></a><span style="font-family:Garamond;">ded a unique identity for each Berliner independent of his fellow Berliners. There have been numer</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">ou</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">s studies of how the Berlin wall itself has influenced identity but the focus of this study is to examine the expression of this new found identity.<span style=""> </span>I will refer to this expre</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">ssion of identity as “culture.” Culture can be expressed t</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">hrough distinct styles, behaviors, and interests. For the purpose of this study I am focusing on <b style="">the expression of </b></span><span style="font-family:Garamond;"><b style="">identity through urban art.</b> This paper is to culminate my research on artistic expression influenced by the Berlin </span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">Wall and also serve as a reflection of my person</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">al experience and growth brought upon by a once in a lifetime opportunity. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-right: 0.25in; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:11;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-right: 0.25in; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:11;" >----------------------</span><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:11;" >-</span><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:11;" >-----------------------</span><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:11;" >-------------------------------------------------------------------------------<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-right: 0.25in; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:11;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: -0.25in; line-height: normal;"><span class="z3988"><b style=""><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:14;" lang="EN" ><span style="">1.<span style=";font-family:";font-size:7;" > </span></span></span></b></span><span class="z3988"><b style=""><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:14;" lang="EN" >Background</span></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.25in; text-indent: 0.25in; line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family:Garamond;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.25in; text-indent: 0.25in; line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family:Garamond;">“Culture” can be defined as meaning</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;"> systems, modes of expression or lifestyles developed by groups in subordinate structural. Its study often consists of the s</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">tudy of the symbolism attac</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">hed to clothing, music, and other visible affections by members of </span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">the culture and also the ways in which these same symbols are interpreted by members of the dominant culture.</span></p><p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.25in; text-indent: 0.25in; line-height: normal;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhAHWZZvbv_Q215GR4OS-XHV9kFvBKaOYgW4ek2yQsI9q3vajH21Bf5-wlZSSzgaBWhQ5H8EM1jOQ4-ZDwjZSrmWaWfsVR1C7YlXaWrTeDjtk5mUsRYpH-QBTS5FyWAjd8TSxN2Lp1Xn9A/s1600-h/berlin.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 215px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhAHWZZvbv_Q215GR4OS-XHV9kFvBKaOYgW4ek2yQsI9q3vajH21Bf5-wlZSSzgaBWhQ5H8EM1jOQ4-ZDwjZSrmWaWfsVR1C7YlXaWrTeDjtk5mUsRYpH-QBTS5FyWAjd8TSxN2Lp1Xn9A/s320/berlin.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387331805472614226" border="0" /></a></p><p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.25in; text-indent: 0.25in; line-height: normal;"><!--[if gte vml 1]><v:shapetype id="_x0000_t75" coordsize="21600,21600" spt="75" preferrelative="t" path="m@4@5l@4@11@9@11@9@5xe" filled="f" stroked="f"> <v:stroke joinstyle="miter"> <v:formulas> <v:f eqn="if lineDrawn pixelLineWidth 0"> <v:f eqn="sum @0 1 0"> <v:f eqn="sum 0 0 @1"> <v:f eqn="prod @2 1 2"> <v:f eqn="prod @3 21600 pixelWidth"> <v:f eqn="prod @3 21600 pixelHeight"> <v:f eqn="sum @0 0 1"> <v:f eqn="prod @6 1 2"> <v:f eqn="prod @7 21600 pixelWidth"> <v:f eqn="sum @8 21600 0"> <v:f eqn="prod @7 21600 pixelHeight"> <v:f eqn="sum @10 21600 0"> </v:formulas> <v:path extrusionok="f" gradientshapeok="t" connecttype="rect"> <o:lock ext="edit" aspectratio="t"> </v:shapetype><v:shape id="_x0000_s1026" type="#_x0000_t75" style="'position:absolute;"> <v:imagedata src="file://localhost/Users/muhammedidris/Library/Caches/TemporaryItems/msoclip/0clip_image001.jpg" title="7f256ab1cdcdcb39d897feac710deb20"> <w:wrap type="square"> </v:shape><![endif]--><span style="font-family:Garamond;">Culture </span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">can be expressed through distinct styles, behaviors, and interests. According to culture theorists, members of a culture often signal their membership by making disti</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">n</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">ctive and symbolic <i>tangible</i> choices in, for example, clothing styles, </span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">hairstyles and footwear. From punk rockers to cardigan loving artists, these tangible choices described above can be found throughout Berlin.<span style=""> </span>However, intangible elements, such as common interests, dialects and slang, music genres, and art can also be an important factor. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.25in; text-indent: 0.25in; line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family:Garamond;">In Berlin throughout the 60s, 70s, 80s, a</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">nd even p</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">art of the 90s, the Berlin W</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">all was th</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">e impetus for a ne</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">w culture. Aggravation, frustration, and sentiments of hate and sorrow took many forms of expression. In my opinion, the most relevant form of expression is artistic expression.<span style=""> </span></span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">Berlin has long been known for its artistic expression and the Berlin Wall has played a huge role in shaping this connotation. From visual to performing arts, opera to Turkish hip-hop, from stencil and stickers to graffiti art, artistic expression can be found virtually anywhere in Berlin.</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;"> For the purpose of this research study I am focusing on <i style="">urban art</i> as defined as, illegal non-contemporary works of art, found in urban spaces, and have no monetary value.<br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.25in; text-indent: 0.25in; line-height: normal;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdn28DMiKu4z50SXh7uhdtnd_QPd1GxJNnxfr-785EdNquh0Vswaj6qf8A3is2XLCvTgrOXYJiqlN0Ea8dtSK7K5imHkWZDhpEpPePyWawfLAUHg2QasMedn4yzQRsNozZkrENy-SD8JM/s1600-h/1.png"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 315px; height: 171px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdn28DMiKu4z50SXh7uhdtnd_QPd1GxJNnxfr-785EdNquh0Vswaj6qf8A3is2XLCvTgrOXYJiqlN0Ea8dtSK7K5imHkWZDhpEpPePyWawfLAUHg2QasMedn4yzQRsNozZkrENy-SD8JM/s320/1.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387330255137411202" border="0" /></a></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.25in; text-indent: 0.25in; line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family:Garamond;">The new culture expressed through urban art offers participants an identity outside of that ascribed by social institutions such as family, work, home and school. Anywhere else in the world social class, gender and ethncity can be important in relation to cultures, but not in Berlin. In Berlin, these barriers of class, gender, and ethnicity have been broken down in the artistic realm. The love and appreciation of art is all that is needed to be accepted. I myself am not in any way shape or form an artist, but my curiosity and appreciation for art allowed me “behind the scene </span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">“access to artists and their works. Although a very i</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">mportant accomplishment, Berlin’s artistic world is no utopia.<span style=""> </span>Berlin, an artistic and historic capital of the world, has found itself in a never-ending battle between capitalism and preservation. A war between the capitalists who see potential for profit and artists who in some cases fight for the preservation of art; art which visually dictates Berlins history.<br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.25in; text-indent: 0.25in; line-height: normal;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj_TRRO35aEohbzgITW1CbMXLFWf_C9N3q5k50jkkbHYFj5opNMLJlevpGfM94208P5MESdWpAiYd4giQ4tOlNOkaSO148i3XL0k9CGeu1jH46kVw5ffyfYTN2h81NwvONKWLdQXpJc__8/s1600-h/urban-art-berlin-by-berlinpiratende.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 132px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj_TRRO35aEohbzgITW1CbMXLFWf_C9N3q5k50jkkbHYFj5opNMLJlevpGfM94208P5MESdWpAiYd4giQ4tOlNOkaSO148i3XL0k9CGeu1jH46kVw5ffyfYTN2h81NwvONKWLdQXpJc__8/s200/urban-art-berlin-by-berlinpiratende.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387334507740954562" border="0" /></a></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.25in; text-indent: 0.25in; line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family:Garamond;">This topic of expression of identity is important because an individual’s ability to express his or her uniqueness is not only healthy in their emotional </span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">and mental growth but also paramount in ones ability to not only recognize and embrace diversity. Yes it is true that artistic expressio</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">n is only one of the many ways of expressing identity but artistic expression is the most prevalent form of expression in Berlin</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;"> and has also played an immeasurable part in preserving Berlin’s history.<span style=""> </span><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.25in; text-indent: 0.25in; line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family:Garamond;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: -0.25in; line-height: normal;"><span class="z3988"><b style=""><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:14;" lang="EN" ><span style="">2.<span style=";font-family:";font-size:7;" > </span></span></span></b></span><span class="z3988"><b style=""><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:14;" lang="EN" >The Research<o:p></o:p></span></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.25in; text-indent: 0.25in; line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family:Garamond;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><b style=""><span style="font-family:Garamond;">Methods of Investigation: </span></b><span style="font-family:Garamond;">The investigation </span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">methods of my study were quite simple and empirical. All of my research was conducted through conversations with artists and observations of their works. Through our scheduled program I was able to meet members of a local Urban Art gallery and speak with them about the work they do. Through the Urban Art Photography gallery, I was able to meet </span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">Jürgen Große, a seasoned professional in urban art and ask him specific questions behind the intentions of unknown urban artists that he knew quite well. Also, through one of our program coordinators, the Oh So Wonderful Manuela Gould, an artist in her own right, I was able to meet artists from each side of the Berlin Wall. Artists w</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">ho seemed to answer all of my questions with questions which resulted in quite phenomenal analysis. </span><span style="font-family:Garamond;"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><!--[if gte vml 1]><v:shape id="_x0000_s1027" type="#_x0000_t75" style="'position:absolute;left:0;text-align:left;margin-left:171pt;" wrapcoords="-40 0 -40 21448 21600 21448 21600 0 -40 0"> <v:imagedata src="file://localhost/Users/muhammedidris/Library/Caches/TemporaryItems/msoclip/0clip_image003.jpg" title="41e7c2c4c34418aab85c406ce7a21f26"> <w:wrap type="tight"> </v:shape><![endif]--><b style=""><span style="font-family:Garamond;">Problems: </span></b><span style="font-family:Garamond;">I did not encounter many problems with my research. Berlin is scattered with artists and once they saw my interest especially as a foreigner they were more than inclined to share with me their experiences, ideology, and works. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><b style=""><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:14;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: -0.25in; line-height: normal;"><span class="z3988"><b style=""><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:14;" lang="EN" ><span style="">3.<span style=";font-family:";font-size:7;" > </span></span></span></b></span><span class="z3988"><b style=""><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:14;" lang="EN" >The Analysis<o:p></o:p></span></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><span class="z3988"><b style=""><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:14;" lang="EN" ><o:p> </o:p></span></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><i style=""><span style="font-family:Garamond;">What is identity without expression?</span></i><span style="font-family:Garamond;"> Nothing. Nothing truly exists in reality if there is no one to see it. And no one can see it unless there is some form of visual representation. The visual representation of identity is expression. The question then arises how can one express his or her identity? Berliners have chosen artistic expression.</span><b style=""><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:14;" lang="EN" ><o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family:Garamond;">To first understand the artistic expression of identity throughout Berlin, we must first understand why Berlin attracted so many artists. The first condition is real estate. Pre 1985 squatting reigned popular amongst artists. After World War II many buildings were disserted with no real intention of reconstruction. These buildings were prime locations for squatting. Prime locations plus the lack of police enforceme</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">nt provided key opportunities for poor artists to fin</span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg-QxTd7IpmjJGppS526hjdi1vEuvYCPPTlSx4EFtpy68HEQ-Wl9nEvknv3Rmk3i5dyMQDo8BOPfK15t5I7tlma-QUuaKQV05tgeYZ_5qVCiPw_de_U4E4wQnv8jy58Fq9Etsu4F5U1FjM/s1600-h/tacheles-b.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 259px; height: 176px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg-QxTd7IpmjJGppS526hjdi1vEuvYCPPTlSx4EFtpy68HEQ-Wl9nEvknv3Rmk3i5dyMQDo8BOPfK15t5I7tlma-QUuaKQV05tgeYZ_5qVCiPw_de_U4E4wQnv8jy58Fq9Etsu4F5U1FjM/s200/tacheles-b.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387334973435410130" border="0" /></a><span style="font-family:Garamond;">d shelter. After the fall of the Wall of Berlin in 1989 the communist regime of the GDR fell to capitalism. Although East Berlin now could flourish economically under capitalism, real estate remained cheap. As such there was a period within the 1990s, </span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">which artists refer to as the revitalization of art spaces. Artists could find spaces , such as Tacheles, </span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">where artists could work worry-free of financial obstacles such as rent. The second condition is a salary. It was no secret that under the GDR, artists were in fact acknowledged and appreciated. This was quite transparent because under the GDR artists actually received a salary. This salary paid out to artists by the governme</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">nt also attracted many artists.<br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgNX0AQZh7stiQHYgZ-eIbPvJkeqGQ8yJEaUCmee33PMN9rpwSsQ6nHs6xCoZhifyw1GvERUH51SYbHFo7_9SXVDVmf4K_FeX5PCZ7wWJlR_I4YN8pT5Lsr7Zy2_QJLpwqomB7rfInhW2M/s1600-h/1.png"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 314px; height: 170px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgNX0AQZh7stiQHYgZ-eIbPvJkeqGQ8yJEaUCmee33PMN9rpwSsQ6nHs6xCoZhifyw1GvERUH51SYbHFo7_9SXVDVmf4K_FeX5PCZ7wWJlR_I4YN8pT5Lsr7Zy2_QJLpwqomB7rfInhW2M/s320/1.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387330778721699794" border="0" /></a></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family:Garamond;">Urban artists find their passion in rebellion. T</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">he</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">ir ability to express the</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">mselves through illegal yet fascinating works is derived from a unique identity. To understand thi</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">s</span><span style="font-family:Garamond;"> identity and its expression we must first distinguish between the technicality and ideology of urban art. Anyone can shoot steel arrows into the side of a building, but what makes that work of art so captivating is its ideological meaning, what it represents. Painting itself is not an expression, it is a technicality. Anyone can draw a circle but urban artists have an ability to express their liberal ideology against the powers of capitalism and conservatism. This ideological background shared by urban artists </span><span style="font-family:Garamond;">had not changed before, during, and after the fall of the wall. This is quite surprising taking into consideration the affects the wall itself had on the identity of Berliners. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family:Garamond;">Urban art itself is an expression. It is through their art that urban artists have the ability to express a sense of “self conscious- confidence,” though, which their individualistic characteristics are revealed. Their identities are synonymous with their ideologies, their liberal ideologies against capitalism and conservatism, not the technicalities of their works.<span style=""> </span><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family:Garamond;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family:Garamond;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><span class="z3988"><b style=""><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:14;" lang="EN" ><o:p> </o:p></span></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: -0.25in; line-height: normal;"><span class="z3988"><b style=""><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:14;" lang="EN" ><span style="">4.<span style=";font-family:";font-size:7;" > </span></span></span></b></span><span class="z3988"><b style=""><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:14;" lang="EN" >The Personal Experience<o:p></o:p></span></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><span class="z3988"><b style=""><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:14;" lang="EN" ><o:p> </o:p></span></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:Garamond;color:black;" >Every morning I would look out my window and down at the same old man chalking white lines along a dirt tennis court in a way not unlike the Great Gatsby himself fixed after Daisy Buchanan; my longing to find myself, however, did not manifest itself in a human being, but in my experiences.<span style=""> </span>If there is anything inherently human, it is not love, hate, or some profound, nameless emotion; it is our ability to discover ourselves and express our identities in the midst of this world’s </span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQX3yy6NDo8fVvGoLslVm96sYeqSuE3D5cBWr3Ve9l8RXF0HNqadJ4HA3qpYmET4aKC0aXk8VVP2OogWesF7pAT54iSDhFtFPEY6Psd7pdtvvHB3f6iRHBSPgC4K2ZQfDazOM-1KIF2Cw/s1600-h/10222_244235550153_659395153_8829853_953336_n.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQX3yy6NDo8fVvGoLslVm96sYeqSuE3D5cBWr3Ve9l8RXF0HNqadJ4HA3qpYmET4aKC0aXk8VVP2OogWesF7pAT54iSDhFtFPEY6Psd7pdtvvHB3f6iRHBSPgC4K2ZQfDazOM-1KIF2Cw/s320/10222_244235550153_659395153_8829853_953336_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387337128302049074" border="0" /></a><span style=";font-family:Garamond;color:black;" >chaos. Leaving Seattle on Lufthansa flight LH599, I was an African American Muslim born and raised in the late twentieth and early twenty first centuries, in a country whose culture is a contradiction of my ideals and principles my personal morals and values are that of a complex nature. My personal morals were a product of where my religion, ideals, customs, and culture traversed with a Western, secular world. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:Garamond;color:black;" >Arriving at Berlin/Tegel at 1:00 pm, and walking through the airport I thought to myself, “what did I get myself into?” Berlin was my first truly independent experience in a land where people did not look like me nor did they utter a word of English, at least anything I could understand. Not only was the first carton of milk I bought expired but also the cereal I so longed to indulge in was quite disappointing. Not a good first impression of Berlin. It took me two weeks of trips through the famous Berlin U-Bahn, endless adventures deep within the craziness of Berlin nightlife, and a unforgettable trip to Istanbul, Turkey to fully appreciate a place I can now call home, Berlin. My experiences, my “stories,” in both Berlin and Istanbul are interconnected in that they not only had the same academic focus but also in that an experience in one city, exuberantly shaped my “story” of the other. My experiences in Istanbul shaped my “story” of Berlin. Istanbul was magical with its horizons scattered with domes and minarets. We even had the opportunity to watch the sunrise over the Bosporus, an experience I describe in this blog post: <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 1in; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:Garamond;color:black;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 1in; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:Garamond;color:black;" >5:30 am finally came and after a long awaited rest I turn to my left to see Robert fast asleep. His loss. I’m cranky. Joe’s tired. Daniel is wide-awake, humming with excitement. And John, he’s just happy old’ John. As the elevator doors open we are welcomed by a sweeping cold breeze and black sky; a reminder that sunrise is quite a ways away. I could smell, feel, and taste the excitement in the air. The hookah bars are closed but the everlasting smell of hookah fills the air. At the Polis (Police) station next door, the same guard is standing in the same place we left him hours ago, slouching from the weight of the MP5 automatic machine gun on his right shoulder. I smirk and in between puffs of his cigarette he smiles. We continue to walk into the darkness. The night sky, a blanket over Istanbul, was scattered with stars. The moon was nowhere insight, hidden by the towering buildings on either side of us. We walk through dark alleys and side streets but I am not afraid. I know that these men walking beside will be there for me. My thoughts of companionship are interrupted by the sky slowly starting to light up. Sunrise isn’t too far away now. As we make a left into yet another alley I notice a silhouette of a body lying on a bench. I stare harder into the darkness only to find that the silhouette is a boy cuddled up in his T-shirt. The boy was 15 years old at the most. He is just a kid; another reminder of the ever-present vast social divide in Istanbul. Thoughts start to race through my head. How is it possible that a boy can be forgotten, left to fend for himself on the streets? My face starts to burn and my eyes start to water. Only the sight of mos</span><span style=";font-family:Garamond;color:black;" >ques, with their pillars lit, reaching for the sky instills some sort of hope within me. The Athan, the call to prayer, playing from numerous mosques echoes through the air and seeps throug</span><span style=";font-family:Garamond;color:black;" >h my ears into my being. I am at that moment reminded that with no hope there can never be progress. That if I never have hope for that boy lying on that bench, he will always be on that bench. We finally reach the bridge and we are greeted by the smell of raw fish, which is indicative of the fisherman preparing their rods, bait, and themselves for a long day of fis</span><span style=";font-family:Garamond;color:black;" >hi</span><span style=";font-family:Garamond;color:black;" >ng. Upon arrival to our vantage point we are greeted by a thunderous lightening storm off to the SE of the horizon. A quick flash of lightening followed by deafening cracks of thunder. A captivating lightening storm whose ruby read clouds swirled with the wind. John hobbles with his camera in an attempt to capture a flash of lightening. After a few attempts he give</span><span style=";font-family:Garamond;color:black;" >s</span><span style=";font-family:Garamond;color:black;" > up with a grunt, only to find the moon ever so pure hovering above us. The sky was </span><span style=";font-family:Garamond;color:black;" >only slightly lit but the </span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiqrRvT7Bl0vcQCYlmzS2mgKzg0RlFILFqQpHTclGc29_x6LwqiYyrA35_V1u9aUQjKHDpE53KWUrnTEG2_0ghZHzhmx3QpGRDyv2cGBK03fYIZ9rqHznzY3c1gwiOpFNduOR2jf5oJe7k/s1600-h/1.png"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 239px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiqrRvT7Bl0vcQCYlmzS2mgKzg0RlFILFqQpHTclGc29_x6LwqiYyrA35_V1u9aUQjKHDpE53KWUrnTEG2_0ghZHzhmx3QpGRDyv2cGBK03fYIZ9rqHznzY3c1gwiOpFNduOR2jf5oJe7k/s320/1.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387336288460701090" border="0" /></a><span style=";font-family:Garamond;color:black;" >moon stood so vivid and distinct. To the east a mixture of yellow </span><span style=";font-family:Garamond;color:black;" >and orange peaked from</span><span style=";font-family:Garamond;color:black;" > behind the horizon. Dawn had broke. Against the brightly colored sky buildings, mosques, power lines, and rooftops were like shadows. The sky turned as pink as sea of cotton can</span><span style=";font-family:Garamond;color:black;" >dy. We stood there admiring what only Istanbul could offer. We took pictures, danced, and fooled around. It was the end of a</span><span style=";font-family:Garamond;color:black;" > perfect night. It was Daniels birthday and I hope he enjoyed it. By the time we left, pink had become a pale yellow mixed with blue. Just like M</span><span style=";font-family:Garamond;color:black;" >agic.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:Garamond;color:black;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:Garamond;color:black;" >But by the end of our 4 day stay in Istanbul, I was ready to go home. The culture shock had become a bit too much for me too handle. In the day Istanbul was like another tourist destination, streets scattered with stores and restaurants and bazaars filled with jewelry and souvenir stands, but the night life was another story. As if a blanket of darkness had fallen over the consciousness of Turkish men, the females of our group were routinely poked and prodded, some even physically touched, by drunken Turkish men. The full extent of this harassment I cannot describe with the letters of this page, but I have two little sisters at home and I can’t fathom the idea of either of them being harassed in any shape or form. </span><span style=";font-family:Garamond;color:black;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:Garamond;color:black;" >I understand that one experience can never lead to the over generalization of a group of people or a place but I don’t think I will be able to travel to Istanbul for a while. This one experience of harassment that made me appreciate the quiet Berliners who respected personal space. What I had once mistaken for rudeness in empty seat a Berliner would leave between himself and I on the U-Bahn, had now turned into a sense of respect of private space. At that point my memories of isolation and estrangement in Berlin, turned to nostalgic memories of the U-bahn and the old man chalking the white lines across the dirt tennis courts across the street. </span><span style=";font-family:Garamond;color:black;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:Garamond;color:black;" >My “story” of Berlin, similar to the story of my father’s small village in Massawa, Eritrea, is an everlasting emotional battle between friend and foe, between hate and love, between home and away. My first impression of Berlin, was that of any other inexperienced, ignorant, yet innocent child but my experiences in Istanbul transformed this impression into a vivid memory of home. It was these memories and experiences that allowed me to learn more about myself. I came to Berlin an African American Muslim born and raised in the late twentieth and early twenty-first centuries, in a country whose culture is a contradiction of my ideals and principles my personal morals and values are that of a complex nature.<br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhc7G-i-j_bCzooUYnq61R_-_5ATiWEixwVNELyyOamz13A6dEBZv6qJ_YoNxy-MR9od2PmnMFtsZ8Ci5JAycUPHjIloqdnUPanza2FLH8BA29SRfWBri17WYmb5xGXOyKPn0cYYOzPD98/s1600-h/10222_244315490153_659395153_8831925_3571046_n.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhc7G-i-j_bCzooUYnq61R_-_5ATiWEixwVNELyyOamz13A6dEBZv6qJ_YoNxy-MR9od2PmnMFtsZ8Ci5JAycUPHjIloqdnUPanza2FLH8BA29SRfWBri17WYmb5xGXOyKPn0cYYOzPD98/s320/10222_244315490153_659395153_8831925_3571046_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387337390455886978" border="0" /></a></p><p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><br /><span style=";font-family:Garamond;color:black;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:Garamond;color:black;" >Through my research and experiences, I left Berlin with the same African American Muslim but with two additional realizations: 1) Identity can never be fully defined, our daily experiences both academically and socially continuously shape us. 2) I am not just what I had thought I was, an African American Muslim, but just a small part of a very big puzzle; it sounds cliché I know, but I now know that I have to transform my sense of innocence and curiosity into conscious action, finding and expressing myself in a very big world.</span></p><p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:Garamond;color:black;" ><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjg7Nd6vE6vaQEoRiwdeWm5mb6TcI_qJayP20cbS2HHLCBGCWoYn5pX66e4x7aEJf3HsxE07pKXxUnprLeJNk6fAacMJ5_hoIsjmHXJDwYHeP4IauYcZAYXYY3STl326-wqCgaTuWJE3-M/s1600-h/5572_791720219278_10721071_45143680_2445502_n.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 390px; height: 292px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjg7Nd6vE6vaQEoRiwdeWm5mb6TcI_qJayP20cbS2HHLCBGCWoYn5pX66e4x7aEJf3HsxE07pKXxUnprLeJNk6fAacMJ5_hoIsjmHXJDwYHeP4IauYcZAYXYY3STl326-wqCgaTuWJE3-M/s320/5572_791720219278_10721071_45143680_2445502_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387336101127899986" border="0" /></a><img src="file:///Users/midris/Desktop/5572_791720219278_10721071_45143680_2445502_n.jpg" alt="" /><b style=""><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:14;" lang="EN" ><o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><span class="z3988"><b style=""><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:14;" lang="EN" ><o:p> </o:p></span></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><!--[if gte vml 1]><v:shape id="_x0000_s1028" type="#_x0000_t75" style="'position:absolute;left:0;text-align:left;margin-left:99pt;margin-top:6.75pt;"> <v:imagedata src="file://localhost/Users/muhammedidris/Library/Caches/TemporaryItems/msoclip/0clip_image005.jpg" title="10222_244316055153_659395153_8831980_4337421_n"> </v:shape><![endif]--><br /><span class="z3988"><b style=""><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:14;" lang="EN" ><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><b style=""><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:14;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left: 0.5in; line-height: normal;"><b style=""><span style=";font-family:Garamond;font-size:14;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></b></p> <span class="z3988"><b style=""><span style="display: none;font-family:Garamond;font-size:14;" lang="EN" > </span></b></span><!--EndFragment-->Muhammed Idrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00084661613606141125noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299538162821563803.post-65217934493152711842009-08-20T06:28:00.000-07:002009-09-30T12:53:00.766-07:00Postcards/Assignment 4<span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhnGWkjFzJahNfcFvSGVQfLvC1CYfCeMzKm9bryyVESBiY8ptjvNuIl0Iy7u_bDhAXithAqnuGphfOYLtqfU9G8CEFOnNXNWXBHvdMSLz4-ICViWCYN9FePWR8qql30XcXzYyZTQ5cpKEA/s1600-h/1.png"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhnGWkjFzJahNfcFvSGVQfLvC1CYfCeMzKm9bryyVESBiY8ptjvNuIl0Iy7u_bDhAXithAqnuGphfOYLtqfU9G8CEFOnNXNWXBHvdMSLz4-ICViWCYN9FePWR8qql30XcXzYyZTQ5cpKEA/s320/1.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387343301723755410" border="0" /></a></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" >Postcard No.1</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><br /><br />Trees are not in blossom. "Humbolt University is and will always be in construction." -Susanne. Construction on front entrance. Faded statues on top of front entrance. Clear skies. Tons of commotion from hundreds of tourists. Tobi giving an explanation/tour of where we were and what we are seeing. Smells of body odor and perfume mixed with smells of crepes. Can't quite get the angle the postcard was shot at. My feet hurt.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:'Times New Roman',serif;font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /><br /><br /><br />-------------------------</span></span><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br />The way he touched her, he did it with so carefully with precision. There they were two adults sitting legs swung off into the lake in a childlike love affair. He moved in for a kiss. So meticulous. The second his lips touched hers a fire ignited in her eyes. And the moment his lips left hers, he left her yearning for more. Now that’s love.<br /><br /></span> <!--StartFragment--> <!--EndFragment--> </div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span">-------------------------</span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjB5FczTyTQpFXkFa30qDzcZI1hQiUciromWam6_L9kwaVd3_LrOvH-3mY-DTlvpRye4wbVJMS02B-cYjr9tCloYUXtgCMvtgUCNY7WV-V5n2fXk6zvdTuEX6akFy5FwDuJdSo5eA7mXKU/s1600-h/2.png"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjB5FczTyTQpFXkFa30qDzcZI1hQiUciromWam6_L9kwaVd3_LrOvH-3mY-DTlvpRye4wbVJMS02B-cYjr9tCloYUXtgCMvtgUCNY7WV-V5n2fXk6zvdTuEX6akFy5FwDuJdSo5eA7mXKU/s320/2.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387343857202011090" border="0" /></a></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />Postcard No. 2<br /><br /></span>Sand. Young African Artist Movement. Makeshift bar/beach. Silence broken by</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"> children running around half naked. Bright colors complimented by eye catching art. A big blue office building towers behind the bar. A reminder of capitalism. Lounging students. Jamaican Music. No smell. Blue skies. My feet still hurt.</span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /><br /><br /><br />-----------------------</span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span">It was hot and muggy and there I was bent over so that Kelsey could use my back as a writing desk. Face inches from the sizzling ground I feel, taste, and even smell the heat. There I was ready to give up, pass out from the strenuous weather. And then as if God himself was answering my prayers, Julie tapped me on my shoulder and said, “lets go now.” I was rejuvenated. I felt a newfound sense of strength that could last me the rest of the day. Lo’ and behold, it turned out that this rejuvenated new found sense of strength, only lasted me a good half an hour before I was aching for a moments rest.<br /><br /><span style=""> </span></span></span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span">--------------------</span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOSPrJMw-uhjFYJzep8ume4QNoSTLd-x0__JyTeatSVeepb8TNq1grO22aMOssoO6MqtdADgpL7s2pB0FpncwfKY8P178vvmvIVz2xCA96jlva-dCutREcUCyKvgwu0itPb3k0iiBni4E/s1600-h/3.png"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOSPrJMw-uhjFYJzep8ume4QNoSTLd-x0__JyTeatSVeepb8TNq1grO22aMOssoO6MqtdADgpL7s2pB0FpncwfKY8P178vvmvIVz2xCA96jlva-dCutREcUCyKvgwu0itPb3k0iiBni4E/s320/3.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387343916827170130" border="0" /></a><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />Postcard No. 3<br /><br /></span>Hitler was just a man. An evil man, but an effective leader. Evil people do not scare me. I</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span">t’s the following</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"> they have. Black and white. No emotion. Whispers in different languages. Camera beeping, a reminder of dying battery. Blue skies. The smell of body odor mixed with deodorant. Ultimate Power Deodorant, my ass! Whispers, chuckles, and camera flashes. My feet hurt.<br /></span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /><br />-------------------</span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style=""><br />He was a thick man with a beard and a ponytail. He spoke in a monotone voice and smelt of frozen pizzas. At the time he was telling us the history behind the </span><span style="">Stassi</span><span style="">, the Berlin Secret Police, and mentioned their official name. Cranky and a bit exhausted I spat out, “try and say that 5 times really fast.”<span style=""> </span>I was under the impression I had whispered the words but as I turned to see the whole group and this thick man who smelt of frozen pizza staring at me. In his monotone voice he said, “What did you just say?” Oh wee. This is the second time today my attempt at humor has put me in an awkward situation. I should probably stop talking so much.<br /><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span">--------------------</span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhBkr1_v1ncIBIIgL8BfsFL8cb8aca4HLL88Ratmm7rS0t9dmGEppp3XUyPdBRGsEFbyIAbL8UdMdN9NPznoKImI3Bp2jIsZy84maQ_ScWo1xNmxSXBVhZ8ZLn-BfBIEm_tzlsX4b7eBRg/s1600-h/4.png"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 179px; height: 239px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhBkr1_v1ncIBIIgL8BfsFL8cb8aca4HLL88Ratmm7rS0t9dmGEppp3XUyPdBRGsEFbyIAbL8UdMdN9NPznoKImI3Bp2jIsZy84maQ_ScWo1xNmxSXBVhZ8ZLn-BfBIEm_tzlsX4b7eBRg/s320/4.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387344131808669362" border="0" /></a></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />Postcard No. 4<br /><br /></span>A spy camera that looks like a birdhouse. Not just any ordinary camera but it’s a dummy camera. It is made so not to capture photographs but scare people. Remind people that the Stassi is out there. The group kind of broke up and it smells musty and I’m tired. I can hear Lauren and Cassie whispering behind me but I am too tired to pay attention. The objects in the room look straight out of an original James Bond movie. Its musty and my feet hurt.<br /></span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /><br /><br /><br />-------------------</span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style=""><br />Again another scorching day in Berlin. We were on a 50 minute S-bahn ride to the Sachsenhausen concentration camps and there was my stomach, reminding me that I had forgotten to eat breakfast. The ride itself was quite lovely and I spent most of my time blogging. After what seemed to be no more than 15 minutes we were at a train station, only a couple miles from the actual camp. </span><span style="">I rushed to the nearby deli to get a sandwich only to find that they only served ham sandwiches. </span><span style="">I almost cried. I sat sulking on the train stations front steps watching everyone indulge themselves. I could smell the sweet scent of mayonnaise plastered on toasted whole wheat bread. And I could hear the crispy crunch of fresh lettuce followed by moans of gratification. My life sucks.<br /><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span">--------------------</span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhscaDaTGN9hM8tCx7lmAqcEnv85Sl0hVQ2mZbyN_rbEhQ74lTGH1e6EIa0x9HWoyPl9OeoPsBdbzWmloen2_uGuq56kNsSRLZJ1SKwQSgTuA1E9r3wAn8w6r3BXdGTM7OYqI1Sizk2Y4A/s1600-h/5.png"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhscaDaTGN9hM8tCx7lmAqcEnv85Sl0hVQ2mZbyN_rbEhQ74lTGH1e6EIa0x9HWoyPl9OeoPsBdbzWmloen2_uGuq56kNsSRLZJ1SKwQSgTuA1E9r3wAn8w6r3BXdGTM7OYqI1Sizk2Y4A/s320/5.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387344200990446258" border="0" /></a></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />Postcard No. 5</span><br /><br />A deafening silence. Blue skies. White clouds. Not a soul in site. The smell of my sweat. Station Z is to my left. We are in a concentration camp but I can’t help but notice the beautiful sky and trees. Michael just walked up with his I-phone camera. Blue sky, white clouds, and green trees. My feet hurt.<br /></span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /><br /><br /><br />--------------------</span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style=""><br />My throat tickled, parched from a lack of liquid. We had 20 minutes before our tour began so Joe and I embarked on an expedition to find something to drink. After a 2 minute walk, over a river, down some stairs, and under a bridge we found a small Weiner stand and luckily they had drinks. I asked how much for a .33 </span><span style="">mL</span><span style=""> coke and the cashier replied 3 Euros. It didn’t hit me at first as I reached into my pockets. Once it registered that I was being asked to pay 3 Euros, equivalent to about 4.50 USD, I stared back at the cashier and asked “3 Euros, are you serious?” He didn’t use any words but let his dark brown glare do the talking. My throat replied to his glare with an itch and I fished through the coins in my pocket, pulled out 3 Euros exactly, and quickly walked away. </span></span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><br />-------------------- </span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhBRKWzPwyALIT3SQWvmqq4wO0xfgH00ML7ZRURCk1w9iPl5hjfaaVho6jidozLWPTIykU_3qM4sD1wmglBZltENYPs9O2V1rr-CvXReJvYiq8FRZaeQiwtmA_vPXcDKxmP633sonwapvM/s1600-h/6.png"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhBRKWzPwyALIT3SQWvmqq4wO0xfgH00ML7ZRURCk1w9iPl5hjfaaVho6jidozLWPTIykU_3qM4sD1wmglBZltENYPs9O2V1rr-CvXReJvYiq8FRZaeQiwtmA_vPXcDKxmP633sonwapvM/s320/6.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387347845611518290" border="0" /></a></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />Postcard No. 6<br /><br /></span>Huge white room. The first successful reconstruction of ancient ruins. Commotion. Tourists. Different languages. Glistening smiles and cold stares. Never-ending stairs. Statues of ancient gods and myths. Our enthusiastic tour guide tells the tale of these ruins. He has fluent English and has just come back from a vacation. My feet don’t really hurt! <span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /><br />--------------------</span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="">He wasn’t a beggar. He didn’t look homeless. He had slick thick black hair and a well-groomed goatee. His clothes didn’t look too old and his shoes were intact. He didn’t smell dirty but rather nice compared to the sour smell of body odor and perfume which filled the air. He spoke clearly and looked you in the eye when he was talking to you. You would have never guessed this man was homeless if it weren’t for the homeless magazine he was trying to sell. An honest means of making a living while homeless. I reached into my pocket and gave him all the change I had. I gave him 5.60 Euros not out of charity but to support his effort at making an honest living. He didn’t look it but he was homeless.<br /><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span">--------------------</span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiznBuPVDj1dUF6FzlGhyphenhyphenWs6wyQO8P9SFzINAbvxEuF4-CX5mo_Fw6L0aIYTZbrAGSGIo27sauNYgynVzLVeUzE0F83MXG7TfOYGCtyhba-jh2AdL8_vDBM6qUvuUQAprJhOqwxkYFGWas/s1600-h/7.png"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiznBuPVDj1dUF6FzlGhyphenhyphenWs6wyQO8P9SFzINAbvxEuF4-CX5mo_Fw6L0aIYTZbrAGSGIo27sauNYgynVzLVeUzE0F83MXG7TfOYGCtyhba-jh2AdL8_vDBM6qUvuUQAprJhOqwxkYFGWas/s320/7.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387347983374958706" border="0" /></a></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />Postcard No. 7<br /><br /></span>Looking up I see only gray clouds. No sky. The Television Tower, the most recognizable piece of architecture in Berlin can still be seen which means that although it is very gray and cloudy the clouds are not very low. I can hear the tourists talking different languages around me and can smell the Wieners sizzling behind me. I’ve been walking quite a bit and my feet hurt.<span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />--------------------</span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style="">Hundreds of people; tourists from all around the world, and native Berliners sit together in a coliseum like outdoor stone auditorium. A young African-American woman was singing I got a pocket full of sunshine – Natasha </span><span style="">Bettingfield</span><span style=""> and dancing on stage. </span><span style="">Her stunning black skin would shine as she turned her hips round and round. </span><span style="">In the distance was a man in a purple shirt moving his shoulders in ways I had never seen before. With every lyric he would turn to the left, swinging his arms in an upward motion, while bopping his head to the beat. Roars of cheers from the crowd and the smell of wieners filled the air. Children were running around in the dirt playing with dogs as their mother’s converse off in the distance. Their fathers enjoying a game of pick up basketball and a cold beer, just a few feet from the stage Berlin never seizes to amaze me.</span></span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><br />--------------------</span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi-nQMTn36b9YZ7m11YqaMnqUQv1PTzCCJmd3bNlDFg94Jsst6YU4gMlW6iC2RRpC2CKyVgGq3eohubDM9gZG2FEiHAsW_XqsebU_b-oL0Oy2QpPotR3AH6Yt0fSgceVGZOHDZ1vUGIZos/s1600-h/8.png"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi-nQMTn36b9YZ7m11YqaMnqUQv1PTzCCJmd3bNlDFg94Jsst6YU4gMlW6iC2RRpC2CKyVgGq3eohubDM9gZG2FEiHAsW_XqsebU_b-oL0Oy2QpPotR3AH6Yt0fSgceVGZOHDZ1vUGIZos/s320/8.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387348096281760002" border="0" /></a></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />Postcard No. 8<br /><br /></span>Useless sprinklers soaking strips of grass. A symmetric building known as the chancellery. Tobi speaking to the group of our plans for the day. Everyone seems tired and looks cranky. It smells like a rainfall just ended. Maybe because of the sprinklers. Black Mercedes with drivers wait behind us. Nice shiny black Mercedes. My feet are sore. <span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /></span><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /><br />--------------------</span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style=""><br />The rich taste of Chicken. Oh do I love the rich taste of chicken. The name of the place was Chicken </span><span style="">Doner</span><span style="">. One can only guess what they sell, Chicken </span><span style="">Doners</span><span style="">. Once you walk in you are hit by an aroma so familiar yet so distinct in its tenderness. Old school hip-hop is always playing, and you always unconsciously find yourself doing a two-step while ordering. First they toast the bread as they cut off succulent slices of freshly broiled chicken. Then after </span><span style="">slabbing</span><span style=""> on herbal and garlic sauce, the chicken is added with a mixture of lettuce and onions. And there is it. Less than a minute and for only 2.80 Euros. Chicken </span><span style="">Doners</span><span style="">.</span></span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><br />-------------------- </span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEictA5JeeuoYbo_tqaOhaX0XVj5zcsEDpwKENI21QbSwX2vR42Q73SSOG2BRoYTZ5FqjL_PeowzWKUYI-7bBTHqpcCW7PEPv_grNEwugjQ51Da8U7niHxDl_DMwL2UT7EGBbNRZ7u5vvbs/s1600-h/9.png"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEictA5JeeuoYbo_tqaOhaX0XVj5zcsEDpwKENI21QbSwX2vR42Q73SSOG2BRoYTZ5FqjL_PeowzWKUYI-7bBTHqpcCW7PEPv_grNEwugjQ51Da8U7niHxDl_DMwL2UT7EGBbNRZ7u5vvbs/s320/9.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387348214313807682" border="0" /></a></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />Postcard No. 9<br /><br /></span>Standing here in front of the door to my apartment, 0581, I fidget through my fanny pack looking for my keys. FUCK! I forgot my keys in my apartment. I’m standing in this empty staircase filled with echoes of doors slamming and people walking. I have to pee! There is this brown door, a solid block of wood that stands between the toilet and me. I think I hear John. My feet hurt.<span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />--------------------</span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style=""><br />I woke up late today. The sun was shining as bright as it did yesterday. The street sounds sail through my window. People are talking really loud. I can hear them laugh. </span><span style="">I can hear mothers yelling for their children, as their children run around on fields of pure green grass. </span><span style="">Just another weekend in Berlin.</span></span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><br />------------------- </span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjgDb1vSuVhiCb_WvbP772VKoBrxfqrHXBLux2fYIbHzYUWYPHTDyTESUxk-id_tJh1QEWuBQQPcd9MF4An4Lv5DMwBksdMKVJ7_pvHyStVM-jOEZddlVp4MBLWhSMjOtpJWv945XVlr-o/s1600-h/10.png"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjgDb1vSuVhiCb_WvbP772VKoBrxfqrHXBLux2fYIbHzYUWYPHTDyTESUxk-id_tJh1QEWuBQQPcd9MF4An4Lv5DMwBksdMKVJ7_pvHyStVM-jOEZddlVp4MBLWhSMjOtpJWv945XVlr-o/s320/10.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387348646145963186" border="0" /></a></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />Postcard No. 10<br /><br /></span>Headstones. Lots of headstones. I've been to over 100 different mosques and I have never seen a graveyard in a mosque. A big dome and 2 towering minarets. This is definitely a Turkish mosque. It sometimes rains in Berlin. It sometimes even pours. But the sky always seems to be blue. We are sitting here waiting. Behind us is a group of 3 men. 2 middle aged and one older gentlemen. They are definitely Turkish. They look Turkish. I think the are speaking Turkish. And by now I know the smell of Turkish tea. I need to pray. My feet don't hurt.<span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /><br /><br /><br />--------------------</span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style=""><br />Tonight was the night John learned to fly. We found ourselves at YAAM (Youth African Art Market) in the wee hours of the night. After spending some quality time with our new Jamaican friend </span><span style="">MuMu</span><span style=""> we decided to mingle with a few adolescent German teenagers. They were particularly gifted in the craft of skateboarding. As they went up and down the pipe, they would flip their boards forward and backwards, clockwise and counterclockwise, tricks only seen in Tony Hawk Skateboarding videogames. Captivated and fascinated John quickly jumped to his feet, took a skateboard, and ran to the top of the quarter pipe. I repeatedly yelled for him to remember to lean forward. And lean forward he did. As he slowly leaned into the quarter pipe, everything seemed to be going smoothly. In a split second the board slipped out from under him and he flew. For a split second time froze and John flew; now has the battle scars to prove it.</span></span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><br />-------------------- </span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj9pZtq7wqSnXnOwWhw1b4kvCXlXZzfNwg6Oo7-kQxDW-sA3cAxIwlCCxJeN1HBkxB7aGpeVHZIHwjRBDovzbkiJbrYSeKoNb404mBG6SPKGBA-lIwQjYku3H077d8JeSTxb6XFIi3oP4w/s1600-h/11.png"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj9pZtq7wqSnXnOwWhw1b4kvCXlXZzfNwg6Oo7-kQxDW-sA3cAxIwlCCxJeN1HBkxB7aGpeVHZIHwjRBDovzbkiJbrYSeKoNb404mBG6SPKGBA-lIwQjYku3H077d8JeSTxb6XFIi3oP4w/s320/11.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387348823456848450" border="0" /></a></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />Postcard No. 11<br /></span><br />Berlin is known for its art. Especially graffiti. This tag has been up since the day we arrived in Berlin and to my surprise its still up. I can hear the U-Bah trains running and people yelling to be heard over the trains. Till this day its surprises me how clean the U-bahn stations are. I love the public transportation system. I love Berlin. And to top it all off my feet don’t hurt!<span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span">--------------------</span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style="">Luna was an angel. A slightly older model but she definitely had her angel like characteristics. Her hair long, blonde, and wavy swayed with the wind as she shook her flawless body from side to side with the music. Her smile could knock any man off his feet and her outfit, a sexy undercut bathing suit, was satin with black lacing. You could smell the scent of her Britney Spears Fantasy fragrance from miles away. I fell in love for the first time, and every time I close my eyes, Luna, my angel visits me in my sleep.</span></span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span">-------------------- </span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgraATMxFzixbNuon1TuMAbKYTXWJuupG_eX9fRwHwdl5e8qZ1GdZdmU0q83ZR3FJp0Xft4u6opuyaVFx1wD8Ahw7r8Rjpsk7MZ3cwLlPia3f-hezHckeNn2RWw4Xq-R-0OXrbWgN-Q1IQ/s1600-h/12.png"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgraATMxFzixbNuon1TuMAbKYTXWJuupG_eX9fRwHwdl5e8qZ1GdZdmU0q83ZR3FJp0Xft4u6opuyaVFx1wD8Ahw7r8Rjpsk7MZ3cwLlPia3f-hezHckeNn2RWw4Xq-R-0OXrbWgN-Q1IQ/s320/12.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387348984831416674" border="0" /></a></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Postcard No. 12<br /><br /></span>Sitting here in the humid shade listening to Orhan give us a history lesson of the ancient Ottoman empire. We are all tired after a full day of traveling and a sleepless night due to humidity and mosquitoes. Sitting down I rest my head on the tree behind me and stare to my left. Is it a mosque or a church. All I see is a guard. All I smell is body odor. All I feel is sweat. My feet hurt. <span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />--------------------</span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style=""><br />I could feel the beat inside of me. Thump after thump the rhythm inside of me slowly translated into a tapping foot. The strobe lights flickering on and off slowly translated into head bopping. Without a moment notice my hips began to violently jerk around and around. It was then I realized that a woman, slightly taller than I was, had her hands on one hand on my left hip and the other on my right butt cheek. She was about 40 and smelled of Chanel perfume. Her hair was short and curly and her smile as big as the moon. I was scared but obliged. After a few minutes of horrendous dancing Cassie, </span><span style="">Natalia</span><span style="">, and Lauren finally found me. I subtly flashed a horrified look in their direction. They laughed but after allowing me to suffer for only so long, they danced their way over and rescued me. Only in Istanbul.</span></span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><br />-------------------- </span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiYHRALQgic2qBfT9Bhy7MDJI5AlEPfHvArBv0_utHbwiyoEfZVVlE7uqAJHkOQr1_W6ns4sBqFxDw0cv6193116yZxg98lvP73eIIedcd06CAPuwWtcq1qOCI5qCbzxZiGtfyDDd6t1n8/s1600-h/13.png"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiYHRALQgic2qBfT9Bhy7MDJI5AlEPfHvArBv0_utHbwiyoEfZVVlE7uqAJHkOQr1_W6ns4sBqFxDw0cv6193116yZxg98lvP73eIIedcd06CAPuwWtcq1qOCI5qCbzxZiGtfyDDd6t1n8/s320/13.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387349187083501762" border="0" /></a></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />Postcard No. 13<br /><br /></span>The wind cancels out the humidity. After a hours of sitting in a bus we can finally stretch our legs. Everyone is happy and in awe of the view. No view is as breathtaking as an Istanbul horizon. Sky scrappers, houses, office buildings and mosques. For some reason it smells like peaches. My feet are fine. <span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /><br /><br />--------------------</span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style="">Mosques in Istanbul have the ability to mesmerize the mind. Gigantic structures with enormous domes and towering minarets. But what is equally if not more captivating are the acts performed within their walls.<span style=""> </span>Straight lines after straight lines, called </span><span style="">saffs</span><span style="">, of men standing shoulder-to-shoulder, toe-to-toe. Hundreds of men moving as one, standing, bending, and then bowing. Peaceful and serene. Amazing and inspiring. I am proud to say that I am one of this hundreds of men. I am a Muslim and if those who generalize us as extremists and terrorists can see these hundreds of men, standing in straight lines, shoulder-to-shoulder, toe-to-toe, moving as one, they would see the word Islam itself means peace.</span></span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><br />-------------------- </span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgjJ5Y2ZeUrf5nipvNgnv6AAW_xN7nLN3hd70Mn5DeVCUbB4_INs8hv41p0UgNuxYfT7wOaK_WLO26bPe1eUOSIYgU0xRwaGwBDW-6FRQFV0GgYxl3FHeF8lO0fSfoB0hnXvhTpNanmctg/s1600-h/14.png"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgjJ5Y2ZeUrf5nipvNgnv6AAW_xN7nLN3hd70Mn5DeVCUbB4_INs8hv41p0UgNuxYfT7wOaK_WLO26bPe1eUOSIYgU0xRwaGwBDW-6FRQFV0GgYxl3FHeF8lO0fSfoB0hnXvhTpNanmctg/s320/14.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387349618230322594" border="0" /></a></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />Postcard No. 14<br /><br /></span>Busy. Bustling. Loud. The first 3 words that pop into my head when I think about the famous Turkish Spice Market. Red. Blue. Green. Pink. Different colors blur into one. Men yell from their stands and it smells nothing like spices. It smells like fish and fruit. Bodies bump into one another and John sticks out like as sore thumb and my feet are doing A-OKAY. <span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /><br />--------------------</span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style=""><br />Arriving home felt I sighed in relief. I found Berlin just how I had left it. I only knew about 3 or 4 words in German but listening to the echoes of German, which filled halls of Berlin/</span><span style="">Tegel</span><span style="">, was calming. </span><span style="">Upon arrival we walked through a narrow glass hallway from the airplane to customs. </span><span style="">The customs officer was an old man with white hair. His teeth were yellow and dirty, from smoking I suppose. His eyes were grey and his stare piercing. He smelled of cigarette smoke, a smell a longed for while in Istanbul. See, I don’t smoke but I missed the distinct smell of the hand rolled cigarettes. He asked me for my passport, of which I happily obliged and then after a few seconds he let me through. I was finally home!</span></span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><br />-------------------- </span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5i72uRwIuMirqtU7rSW4FkcoxkXsxmBzYucCdKJ30hBf2EWTHodND7zgnfX3TW1xntPeLKRvVUokXRLUsBq4Bo3JvrIIAk0SP2vuve4bTRuTgrtWOCyU_se7CbY1m7ecJtCkQ4Mnu7rI/s1600-h/15.png"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5i72uRwIuMirqtU7rSW4FkcoxkXsxmBzYucCdKJ30hBf2EWTHodND7zgnfX3TW1xntPeLKRvVUokXRLUsBq4Bo3JvrIIAk0SP2vuve4bTRuTgrtWOCyU_se7CbY1m7ecJtCkQ4Mnu7rI/s320/15.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387349770576336978" border="0" /></a></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />Postcard No. 15<br /><br /></span>It’s a beautiful sunny day. Much like every morning in Berlin. There is not a sound to be heard or a soul in sight. A light breeze rocks the trees and swings alike. If beauty had a smell it would be the sweet smell of freshly cut grass and flowers I smell right now. I have a feeling that today is going to be a good day. John just finished making eggs. Its go time! My feet are fresh.<span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /><br />--------------------</span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><br />I was in a dark hallway. And off into the distance I could see 2 lights. Soon the lights grew larger and a train came into view. Inside this train was a boy. This blonde haired blue-eyed boy was about 15 years of age. He was reading a book. The dusty book was a picture book. In this picture book was an advertisement. In this advertisement was a Japanese woman dressed in traditional Japanese attire. Her attractive white face was complimented by her flowing hair, which was also complimented by her sweet scent. For some odd reason she was wearing bright yellow headphones connected to bright yellow walkman in her left hand. In her right arm she caressed a big brown wooden mirror. This big brown mirror had an intricate mural painted on its back. I woke up confused.</span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><br />-------------------- </span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgz2eFi9d_G_4CH59xhlJ7sQvTNoSGk2egKWff-NiBUU5lp-06UoZsSt_AhZ3rxBsvJA5ibXQjLndnPqqv8PZJpouTMAgg9pMushnqpwFXRVRAyzOYfQW0CRmxBBKk-ZVubsWFPKxAwulQ/s1600-h/16.png"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgz2eFi9d_G_4CH59xhlJ7sQvTNoSGk2egKWff-NiBUU5lp-06UoZsSt_AhZ3rxBsvJA5ibXQjLndnPqqv8PZJpouTMAgg9pMushnqpwFXRVRAyzOYfQW0CRmxBBKk-ZVubsWFPKxAwulQ/s320/16.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387349882965941522" border="0" /></a></div><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />Postcard No. 16<br /><br /></span>Every time I look at the Television Tower it seems to have gray clouds hovering over it. This I expected today because there has been a storm brewing. Because of the rain it’s really empty out here. It smells like rain and it looks quite dim. This is a side of Berlin I have never expected. My feet are sore.<span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><br /></span></span><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(45, 47, 43);font-size:100%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></span></div><!--EndFragment--> <!--EndFragment-->Muhammed Idrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00084661613606141125noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299538162821563803.post-22721797399019097242009-08-20T06:25:00.000-07:002009-09-30T23:41:23.385-07:00Blogs<!--StartFragment--> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpFirst" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-add-space:auto;mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace: none"><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:13.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family:Helvetica; color:black">Blog 1:</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:13.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;color:black"> </span><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:13.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family: Helvetica;color:black">Crossing the Berlin Wall from west to east, he was pulled aside into an empty room filled with echoes. It was an attempt to recruit him as an informant. His recollection of his time in Berlin in the late 1970s seemed to be the narrative of a James Bond movie, with secret police, conspiracy, and deceit. It was a long flight and I had an empty stomach. A stomach, which ached like a broken heart after a first love. Aisle 37, my aisle, had only 2 seats, one of which I occupied. To my left was Wolfgang, a lanky German with a gut hanging onto a tray cluttered with empty wine bottles. The cabin, dark and filled with sleeping old women and cranky children, was silent for the first time. A deafening silence which kept me up. The airplane itself was moaning and groaning as a result of the turbulence. Everyone continued to sleep. Rather irritated, I closed my eyes in an attempt at sleep. Yet, all I could think of was Wolfgang's drunken recollection of his experiences in Berlin, awkward and yet fascinating.</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-size: 13.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family:Arial;color:black"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-add-space:auto;mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace: none"><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:13.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family:Arial; color:black"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-add-space:auto;mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace: none"><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:13.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family:Helvetica; color:black">Blog 2:</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:13.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;color:black"> </span><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:13.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family: Helvetica;color:black">Every morning I wake up and pull the purple curtains apart welcoming the sun into my dimly lit room. Everyone morning I watch the same old man fix up the red dirt tennis courts across the street with precise white lines. At the end of every day its white lines fade away into the dust. But every morning, at the same time, this frail lanky old man re-chalks these white lines. Perfection. A simple yet intriguing link between Berlin’s unforgettable past and new found sense of freedom. Artistic freedom. A freedom to express one’s identity. Bright colors, dark colors, paintings, graffiti, abstract, people, objects, The East Side Gallery, the diversity of artistic expression. After a few hundred feet and a few hundred photographs my artistic gas tank was empty and I wanted to escape the sun. Collapsing onto a patch of damp green grass, I was yet again reminded of the towering influence of capitalism. My stomach churned in disgust and my eyes filled with frustration. Looking for some sort of comfort or sense of hope I stared into the river. It was there on a building, abandoned but very much alive with presence, that I found my comfort. “<i>O2 FUCK U”</i> A deserted watchtower in the middle of a park. The juxtaposition between the tower, a symbol of war and oppression, and a simple green park, a place for a picnic. This is Berlin, Germany, juxtaposition in itself.</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:13.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family:Arial;color:black"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-bottom:13.0pt;mso-add-space:auto; mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:13.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family:Helvetica;color:black"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-bottom:13.0pt;mso-add-space:auto; mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:13.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family:Helvetica;color:black">Blog 3: Memory in Berlin. Every exhibit we see, every monument we visit, and every tour we attend is an attempt at preserving Berlin’s history. A successful attempt at preserving the memories of Berlin. The walls behind me, showered with bullet holes, tell a story of Berlin. They tell the story of a man, his following, by some considered a hero, but by the majority of humanity considered a psychopath. Ahead of me is barren land, under construction, and fenced off. A gray sign with white words in what seems to be Times New Roman font glistens under the heat of the sun. It reads “Topography of Terror.” Today was not the day to wear jeans and the moist sticky denim wrapping around my inner thighs serves as a continuous reminder of my poor judgment. This was the home of the Gestapo Headquarters. The very place that the holocaust was planned. The voices of those who lost their lives come in whispers brought by the wind and I can’t help but cringe. My face starts to heat up and my eyes start to burn. Why is this place, a place of hate, the headquarters of the secret police of the Nazi’s, memorialized? <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-bottom:13.0pt;mso-add-space:auto; mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:13.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family:Helvetica;color:black"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-bottom:13.0pt;mso-add-space:auto; mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:13.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family:Helvetica;color:black">Blog 4:The unknown. The unknown is defined as not within the range of ones experience or understanding; strange; unfamiliar. A dark, musty, humid room. A bomb shelter that is not bombproof. Its dark rooms filled with artifacts, which tell a different story of Berlin. Air Raids. To my left is an old rusted helmet transformed into a old rusted pot. And to my right was a tire and shoe. A rubber tire cut into the shape of the bottom of the shoe and used as soles. Genius! In front of me was a sign dimly lit by the 4 light bulbs scattered around the room. It’s read, “All the things you can make out of your daddy’s old uniform.” The group starts to move to the next room and I follow with a smug smile plastered across my face. Who thought that this dark, musty, humid room could tell such a story?<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-bottom:13.0pt;mso-add-space:auto; mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:13.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family:Helvetica;color:black"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-bottom:13.0pt;mso-add-space:auto; mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:13.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family:Helvetica;color:black">Blog 5: </span><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:17.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family:Helvetica; color:black">A mixture of memory and emotion somehow stuck in the 1940s. Sitting on an S-bahn train we speed past a few dwellings between fields, in some places scattered with trees and other barren, in some parts flat and in others rugged. It was a scenic ride. A lovely ride. It was the last ride many victims of the Nazi’s took before they died. I stare into my computer screen in an attempt to find some sort of comfort from such a wretched thought. But I don’t see letters and I don’t see words. I stare harder and harder, my eyes burning from the lack of moisture. They burn but I keep myself from blinking. And then I see it. I see the letters, the people, the victims of Sachsenhausen. I see the words, their stories. I find comfort in knowing that these people and their stories will never be forgotten. We just pulled up to our stop and I put away my laptop and I-pod, strap on my backpack, and just as the doors slide open and the automated voice screams “Aussteigen Bitte,” I take a deep breath. I think I’m ready.</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:13.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family: Helvetica;color:black"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-bottom:13.0pt;mso-add-space:auto; mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:17.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family:Helvetica;color:black"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-bottom:13.0pt;mso-add-space:auto; mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:17.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family:Helvetica;color:black"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-bottom:13.0pt;mso-add-space:auto; mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:17.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family:Helvetica;color:black">Blog 6:</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:13.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family:Helvetica; color:black"> </span><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:17.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family: Helvetica;color:black">A beautiful clear blue sky and a deafening silence. I close my eyes and take it all in. For a moment I forget where I am. Then I open my eyes and I am hit by a slew of emotions. Anger. Hate. Sadness. Disgust. Fear. Remorse. Awe. Shame. I found comfort in believing the victims of the holocaust will never be forgotten. But have some already been forgotten? It was not only Jews, who were persecuted, but also homosexuals and communists amongst other groups who did not agree with the Nazi cause. My feet hurt from all the walking and I take a seat on the soft green grass and close my eyes. I close my eyes in an attempt to remember those others but my feet hurt. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-add-space:auto;mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace: none"><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:17.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family:Helvetica; color:black"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-add-space:auto;mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace: none"><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:17.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family:Helvetica; color:black">Blog 7: </span><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:13.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family: Helvetica;color:black">White walls aligned with white marble. The room smells of an eerie cleanliness and the echoes of hundreds of voices fill the air. Scattered through the room and amongst the hats and cameras are old mean looking men dressed in light blue uniforms complimented with navy blue pants. They must be security. The Pergammon Museum was the first museum to ever successfully attempt the reconstruction of the ruins of an ancient empire. Just like the Pergammon Museum the German people hold this gift, a power if you will, to reconstruct their lives. Recycling 80% of the rubble from the war, Berliners were able to rebuild their homes, schools, offices, and transportation systems lost with in the war. The German ability to reconstruct over and over again speaks monuments of their resilience. Tobi was explaining to us about the German problem with their identity. What did they have to be proud of? Their Resilience.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-add-space:auto;mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace: none"><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:13.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family:Helvetica; color:black"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-add-space:auto;mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace: none"><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:13.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family:Helvetica; color:black">Blog 8: Hertha played Hannover today and for 18 hard earned Euros I was able to watch the epic season opener of Berlin’s beloved soccer team. The afternoon started with an everlasting S-bahn ride to Olympic stadium. A ride filled with drunken soccer buffs and sweet old ladies. Everywhere I turned I saw blue and white stripes. The team’s colors I assumed. Upon arrival to the stadium old men incapacitated by alcohol, just a few feet from the stadium entrance, greeted us. What a scene. The rest of the afternoon, I believe, is not appropriate for this public blog. But lets just say that a few pilsners, dancing the cupid shuffle to German country music, and high fiving a toddler after a goal, which I never saw, the afternoon was quite pleasant. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-add-space:auto;mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace: none"><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:13.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family:Helvetica; color:black"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:13.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family: Helvetica;color:black">Blog 9: Hate has no limits. His words ring true with every memorial we visit, every tour we embark on, and every museum we explore. He rushes into the room with beads of sweat running down his forehead. He is late. He takes his seat at the head of the table while shuffling through his bag looking for something. He is unorganized. He pulls out a laptop and projector, and as if dazed glanced around the room searching for something, a projector screen I presumed.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </span>He was unprepared. Thick beads of sweat continue to flow down his forehead, and as he reaches up to readjust the bridge of his glasses, I get a good whiff of a mixture of B.O and salt. The B.O probably because he forgot to put on deodorant. And the salt from the thick beads of sweat running down his forehead. This should be an interesting presentation. To my right Cassie cannot stop laughing and at the end of the table Sally sits, head tilted back fast asleep. If you listen very carefully you can actually hear her snoring. Finally, after a prolonged uncomfortable silence our presentation on Right Wing Extremism begins. Hate has always taken various forms, but has a certain familiarity in its obscurity and blatancy. Hate has no limits. His words ring true with every memorial we visit, every tour we embark on, and every museum we explore. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:13.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family: Helvetica;color:black"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:13.0pt;mso-bidi-font-family: Helvetica;color:black">Blog 10: I was angry. I was frustrated. I didn’t think I could write. Actually I still don’t think I’m any good at it. That was a couple of weeks ago but Shawn told me that anyone could be a writer, you just have to practice. I’ve rewritten all of my blogs Shawn; hopefully you can see some effort and just maybe a bit of improvement. Here is my final blog entry: 5:30 am finally came and after a long awaited rest I turn to my left to see Robert fast asleep. His loss. I’m cranky. Joe’s tired. Daniel is wide-awake, humming with excitement. And John, he’s just happy old’ John. As the elevator doors open we are welcomed by a sweeping cold breeze and black sky; a reminder that sunrise is quite a ways away. I could smell, feel, and taste the excitement in the air. The hookah bars are closed but the everlasting smell of hookah fills the air. At the Polis (Police) station next door, the same guard is standing in the same place we left him hours ago, slouching from the weight of the MP5 automatic machine gun on his right shoulder. I smirk and in between puffs of his cigarette he smiles. We continue to walk into the darkness. The night sky, a blanket over Istanbul, was scattered with stars. The moon was nowhere insight, hidden by the towering buildings on either side of us. We walk through dark alleys and side streets but I am not afraid. I know that these men walking beside will be there for me. My thoughts of companionship are interrupted by the sky slowly starting to light up. Sunrise isn’t too far away now. As we make a left into yet another alley I notice a silhouette of a body lying on a bench. I stare harder into the darkness only to find that the silhouette is a boy cuddled up in his T-shirt. The boy was 15 years old at the most. He is just a kid; another reminder of the ever-present vast social divide in Istanbul. Thoughts start to race through my head. How is it possible that a boy can be forgotten, left to fend for himself on the streets? My face starts to burn and my eyes start to water. Only the sight of mosques, with their pillars lit, reaching for the sky instills some sort of hope within me. The Athan, the call to prayer, playing from numerous mosques echoes through the air and seeps through my ears into my being. I am at that moment reminded that with no hope there can never be progress. That if I never have hope for that boy lying on that bench, he will always be on that bench. We finally reach the bridge and we are greeted by the smell of raw fish, which is indicative of the fisherman preparing their rods, bait, and themselves for a long day of fishing. Upon arrival to our vantage point we are greeted by a thunderous lightening storm off to the SE of the horizon. A quick flash of lightening followed by deafening cracks of thunder. A captivating lightening storm whose ruby read clouds swirled with the wind. John hobbles with his camera in an attempt to capture a flash of lightening. After a few attempts he gives up with a grunt, only to find the moon ever so pure hovering above us. The sky was only slightly lit but the moon stood so vivid and distinct. To the east a mixture of yellow and orange peaked from behind the horizon. Dawn had broke. Against the brightly colored sky buildings, mosques, power lines, and rooftops were like shadows. The sky turned as pink as sea of cotton candy. We stood there admiring what only Istanbul could offer. We took pictures, danced, and fooled around. It was the end of a perfect night. It was Daniels birthday and I hope he enjoyed it. By the time we left, pink had become a pale yellow mixed with blue. Just like Magic.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <!--EndFragment-->Muhammed Idrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00084661613606141125noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299538162821563803.post-57239067573565656792009-08-18T16:51:00.001-07:002009-09-30T23:42:29.841-07:00Assignment 3<!--StartFragment--> <p class="MsoNormal">I like to think of myself well traveled and independent, but in reality I have only traveled abroad once without family and that was only for 10 days. It was because of this reality that this summer I decided to study abroad in Berlin, German with an excursion to Istanbul, Turkey.</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> Istanbul, a city of history. The home of the Hagia Sofia and the Blue Mosque. Valleys dipping into the Bosporus and horizons littered with the domes of mosques. This is all I knew of Istanbul. It may have been partly due to my inexperience that I packed so lightly. I brought 3 t-shirts, 1 pair of jeans, 1 pair of shorts, a towel, a pair of socks, the shoes on my feet, and myself. All of which I would soon learn the hard way were no match for the conniving mosquitoes of Istanbul. Flying to Istanbul was as if we were going on vacation, escaping the hustle and bustle of “home,” Berlin, and taking a break from blogs and postcards, the craziness of the world. I did not know what to expect in Istanbul, but I had some idea of the culture. See we live in a part of Berlin called Kreuzberg. Kreuzberg is the home of a substantial part of Berlin's Turkish community, a community that holds the largest population of Turks outside Turkey. Oh do I love Döners, a Turkish meat sandwich. And yes, we have experienced the oh so flattering charm of drunken Turkish men. I did not know what to expect in Istanbul but I had no preconceived notions of Turkish culture, no cultural lens.</o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> Our first day in Turkey was nothing but a vacation. A vacation from home. Home being Berlin. As of now Seattle is nothing but a distant memory. Oh, it’s also where my parents live. On this trip I am a Berliner. It may not be my country but what one realizes after spending time in the “real” Berlin, not “tourist” Berlin, is that Berlin is a mixture of international culture and identity. You don't have to be born and raised in Berlin to be a Berliner. I am a Berliner not a Kruezburger? I don't think that is a word but Kreuzburg, although a significant part of Berlin is submerged in Turkish culture and identity.</o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> We visited the famous Blue Mosque a gargantuous piece of history. What struck me was the deafening silence that resonated from such a massive piece of history and focus of tourism. Flaubert put it best when he wrote of the “black hole … infinity itself.” The chaos of the crowd was drowned out by the “fixity of a pensive gaze.” This very same idea of the “melancholy of the antique world” rung true at most other historical sites and contemporary slums. It rung true in the vast malls and also the depths of Istanbul's valleys.</o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> Coming back to Berlin I had butterflies fluttering in my stomach. Although our experience in Istanbul was thorough and fun, I had enough of Istanbul to last me for a while. I just wanted an extra change of socks; boxers would have been nice as well. I was tired of looking for banks in an attempt to exchange Euros for Liras and dealing with confrontational drunk Turkish men. I was definitely relieved to be home. On the U-bahn, the U8 (Wittenu), a tourist approached me and asked me for directions to Olympic Stadium. Without hesitation I told him to ride the U8 and get off at Alexaderplatz, then transfer to the S-Bahn, line S5. He thanked me and I smiled. It was then I officially endowed the title of Berliner on myself. From then on I noticed tourists walking around snapping pictures, shopping, and trying to figure out directions. I wasn't one of them anymore. I am a Berliner.</o:p></p> <!--EndFragment-->Muhammed Idrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00084661613606141125noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299538162821563803.post-43920862600647008202009-08-06T22:55:00.001-07:002009-08-09T14:19:10.631-07:00My Journal's StoryThe story behind my journal, how, where, why I chose it is a simple story. Nonetheless it is an epic narrative. It goes like this:<br />For some odd reason, my whole life I had a fascination infatuation with school/office supplies; especially 1 subject wired notebooks. For as long as I can remember the elation I felt while school supply shopping was equivalent to the ecstasy a child would feel while opening presents on Christmas day or blowing out candles on his or her birthday. <br />As if it were fate I ended up working at Staples, “The Office Supply Superstore,” in an attempt to raise money for my study abroad trip to Berlin, Germany. With no exaggeration I would sometimes sneak off into the Office Supply (OS) section of the store, walk down all the aisles and take notes of supplies I would probably need to purchase for the following school year. I would even write down the prices, calculate the total, and also calculate the amount of hours I would need to work in order to have enough money to purchase the supplies. <br />On the Business Machine (BM) side of the store, the side I worked on as a technician and technology associate, I would jot down model numbers of the printers, scanners, and laptops I would use as an entrepreneur and consultant in the future. In fact, I once even studied all accouting software in order to find the software that would best suite a profession I would not enter for about 5-10 years.<br />A little creepy? I know. But it made life just a tad bit more bearable, and as we all know we have to find these small things otherwise life would be pretty much pointless. Anyways enough rambling; lets get back to the story.<br />As I mentioned in the first sentence of the story my most beloved school supply was a 1 subject wired notebook. About 1 week before I departed on my quest to explore the world beginning with Berlin, I was assigned the task of tagging sale items on the OS section of the store. As if it were god answering my prayers the price of 1 subject wired notebooks dropped to an astonishing $ 0.33 from $1.30. <br />Next thing I knew I was walking out with about 24 notebooks, in all colors. Till this day I am in disbelief. So I bought my journal, a purple 1 subject wired notebook, from Staples, my employer, for $0.33 cents.<br />It turns out the notebooks will be on sale till September 4th.Muhammed Idrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00084661613606141125noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299538162821563803.post-9708574570529089772009-06-13T03:00:00.001-07:002009-09-24T21:14:58.322-07:00Proposal!<!--StartFragment--> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpFirst"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Abstract</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Identity: i-den-ti-ty [ahy-den-ti-tee] </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">–noun, plural ties. </span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">1. the state or fact of remaining the same one or ones, as under varying aspects or conditions 2. the condition of being oneself or itself, and not another</span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">When examining the word identity, the word “one” is used frequently. Identity meaning identifying with one thing, being considered one thing, looked at as only one thing, and not any other. Identity can be whatever someone wants it to be. It is who they are, and what they recognize themselves being. However, coming to the point of being content and comfortable with one’s own identity is a long, confusing process. The second someone is born, they begin establishing who they are. Youth culture is one of the more fascinating groups when it comes to discovering identity. It seems like the only time in life where you can be this person one day, and something entirely different the next. Although this process is usually more frustrating than not, analyzing what creates a person’s identity tells a story that is original and unique. The path of finding one’s identity beginning at a young age is joined with self expression. Expression is often what creates identity or tests out different identities. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Background</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="margin-bottom:6.0pt;mso-add-space:auto; mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Youth </span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">culture can be expressed through distinct styles, behaviors, and interests. According to subculture theorists members of a subculture often signal their membership by making distinctive and symbolic </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">tangible</span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> choices in, for example, clothing styles, hairstyles and footwear. However, intangible elements, such as common interests, dialects and slang, music genres, and gathering places can also be an important factor. Youth subcultures offer participants an identity outside of that ascribed by social institutions such as family, work, home and school. Social class gender and ethnicity can be important in relation to youth subcultures. Youth subcultures can be defined as meaning systems, modes of expression or lifestyle developed by groups in subordinate structural positions in response to dominant systems — and which reflect their attempt to solve structural contradictions rising from the wider societal context. The study of subcultures often consists of the study of the symbolism attached to clothing, music, other visible affections by members of the subculture and also the ways in which these same symbols are interpreted by members of the dominant culture. </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Berlin has long been known for its artistic expression and its youth have played a huge role in shaping this connotation. From visual to performing art, opera to Turkish hip-hop, from stencil and sticker art to graffiti art can be found virtually anywhere in Berlin. </span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"><b><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></b></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Question 1: How did the youth of Berlin express their identity through graffiti?</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><o:p></o:p></span></i></b></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">As our questions tie directly together after we understand how the Wall of Berlin has influenced the youth as it was built and as it was torn down, the question arises on how their identity was then influenced.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">When the wall was constructed laws in place excluded eastern Berliners from expression their feelings through artistic expression on the wall. On the other hand on the Westside of the wall western Berliners filled the west side of the wall with graffiti. Graffiti art is one of the biggest things that the Wall of Berlin is known for. Graffiti artists express themselves and their identity through their work. Also through my preliminary research I found that a proportional amount of graffiti artists were of youth, around the ages of 17-20. As the wall itself has definitely influenced their identity, I feel as if through artistic expression they were allowed to express this influenced identity. The question then is why graffiti are and what did it mean. I will be studying a specific type of graffiti art which depicts their image on the other side of the wall. The first place I will go once arriving in Berlin is a youth hostel to find out all the cool hip hangout spots are. After finding out where I can go to meet youth I will then ask them where I can find the type of graffiti I am looking for. I will then travel there with them via foot, bus, or bike and ask them what that image means to them. I will be keeping a journal of my findings of their understanding of the art and also taking numerous photos for my photo essay final project. I also want to find adults who were youth at the time of when the wall went up and ask them their understanding of the graffiti. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"><b><i><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></i></b></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Question 2: How did the identity of youth change pre-wall and post-wall?</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><o:p></o:p></span></i></b></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">What life turned into after the Berlin Wall was created changed the lives of everyone overnight. The separation between East and West Berlin was vast beyond the wall due to difference in political ideologies. The difference between a democratic and communist society makes it understandable why societies were divided beyond the border, however, this division can be very confusing among the youth of these societies. Trying to find your own identity when your world is being turned upside down can be very difficult. Studies have shown that “youth in general show among East German young people have a greater emphasis on authority, respect and high income, but also a greater emphasis on some collective values (‘concern for others”) and greater familism” (Watts 481). It has also been shown great differences among East and West German youth in domains of values, each of which is argued to be typical of a particular type of modernization (industrial versus postindustrial. Each represents an aspect of “modernization”—the former in the domain of individualist/personalized values and life goals, the latter organized around the central values of work and productivity. A rapid, anticipatory change of values and goals occurred in the 1980s in the East, producing apparent similarities with West in “personal values and orientations toward ‘democracy’” (Watts 481). Although similarities between East and West were present while still having many differences, I also bring to question the search for identity among the youth who only new life with the Wall before unification. Living in oppression in a Socialist society and then being allowed to enter the mysterious West and live in a democratic system can complicate the search for identity. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Bibliography</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"><span lang="EN" style="color:#262A2C;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Watts, Meredith W. "Was There Anything Left of the "Socialist Personality"? Values of Eastern and Western German Youth." </span><u><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Political Psychology</span></u><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> 15 (1994): 481-508.</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Question 3: Identity of homosexual community</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><o:p></o:p></span></i></b></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"><span style="color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Individuals identifying as homosexual often endure social stigma through childhood into adulthood. Even with the progress of the gay rights movement, changing the social mindset will take time. Identity formation remains complex even without social stigma. In light of these realities, does the social stigma associated with sexual liberation and exploration stifle individuals’ abilities to form genuine identities free from external manipulation and repression? Is the situation exemplified in the gay community, where social stigma already exists? Do these factors significantly detract from the formation of individual identity in those identifying as homosexual? How have the older generation coped with such adversity and how have they created their sense of self with a myriad of influences?</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"><b><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></b></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Cultural Sensitivity</span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">: My cultural sensitivity about Berlin is simple; The whole quarter all we have learned was about the Old Divided Berlin which was the home of the Berlin Wall. For some odd reason when I think about Berlin I think of a city divided even though the wall came down 20 years ago. Even though I know that there is only 1 Berlin now but,</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">I feel as if I will turn my head one way and know I am looking at West Berlin and turn my head the other direction and distinctly see East Berlin. I guess we will just have to wait and see?</span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpLast"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Daily Schedule:</span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> The first thing we will do is go to a youth hostel and get a list of places we can frequent in order to track down youth. The other places we know we will be going are as follows:</span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpFirst" style="margin-left:1.25in;mso-add-space: auto;text-indent:-.25in;mso-list:l3 level1 lfo1"><span style="font-family:Symbol;mso-fareast-font-family:Symbol;mso-bidi-font-family:Symbol;"><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">·</span><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Libraries and Schools</span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left:1.25in;mso-add-space: auto;text-indent:-.25in;mso-list:l3 level1 lfo1"><span style="font-family:Symbol;mso-fareast-font-family:Symbol;mso-bidi-font-family:Symbol;"><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">·</span><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Bars</span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left:1.25in;mso-add-space: auto;text-indent:-.25in;mso-list:l3 level1 lfo1"><span style="font-family:Symbol;mso-fareast-font-family:Symbol;mso-bidi-font-family:Symbol;"><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">·</span><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Youth Centers?</span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left:1.25in;mso-add-space: auto;text-indent:-.25in;mso-list:l3 level1 lfo1"><span style="font-family:Symbol;mso-fareast-font-family:Symbol;mso-bidi-font-family:Symbol;"><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">·</span><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Parks </span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpLast" style="margin-left:1.25in;mso-add-space:auto; text-indent:-.25in;mso-list:l3 level1 lfo1"><span style="font-family:Symbol;mso-fareast-font-family:Symbol;mso-bidi-font-family:Symbol;"><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">·</span><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Places we know youth hangout (as identified by the youth hostel)</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">The people we know we will want to talk to are as follows:</span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpFirst" style="margin-left:1.25in;mso-add-space: auto;text-indent:-.25in;mso-list:l2 level1 lfo2"><span style="font-family:Symbol;mso-fareast-font-family:Symbol;mso-bidi-font-family:Symbol;"><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">·</span><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Adults who were youth when the wall was built</span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left:1.25in;mso-add-space: auto;text-indent:-.25in;mso-list:l2 level1 lfo2"><span style="font-family:Symbol;mso-fareast-font-family:Symbol;mso-bidi-font-family:Symbol;"><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">·</span><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Adults who were youth when the wall was torn down</span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left:1.25in;mso-add-space: auto;text-indent:-.25in;mso-list:l2 level1 lfo2"><span style="font-family:Symbol;mso-fareast-font-family:Symbol;mso-bidi-font-family:Symbol;"><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">·</span><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Hostel Staff</span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left:1.25in;mso-add-space: auto;text-indent:-.25in;mso-list:l2 level1 lfo2"><span style="font-family:Symbol;mso-fareast-font-family:Symbol;mso-bidi-font-family:Symbol;"><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">·</span><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Bartenders</span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left:1.25in;mso-add-space: auto;text-indent:-.25in;mso-list:l2 level1 lfo2"><span style="font-family:Symbol;mso-fareast-font-family:Symbol;mso-bidi-font-family:Symbol;"><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">·</span><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Librarians and Teachers</span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpLast" style="margin-left:1.25in;mso-add-space:auto; text-indent:-.25in;mso-list:l2 level1 lfo2"><span style="font-family:Symbol;mso-fareast-font-family:Symbol;mso-bidi-font-family:Symbol;"><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">·</span><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">YOUTH!</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">The equipment we will use are as follows:</span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpFirst" style="margin-left:1.25in;mso-add-space: auto;text-indent:-.25in;mso-list:l0 level1 lfo3"><span style="font-family:Symbol;mso-fareast-font-family:Symbol;mso-bidi-font-family:Symbol;"><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">·</span><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Voice Recorder</span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left:1.25in;mso-add-space: auto;text-indent:-.25in;mso-list:l0 level1 lfo3"><span style="font-family:Symbol;mso-fareast-font-family:Symbol;mso-bidi-font-family:Symbol;"><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">·</span><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Camera</span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left:1.25in;mso-add-space: auto;text-indent:-.25in;mso-list:l0 level1 lfo3"><span style="font-family:Symbol;mso-fareast-font-family:Symbol;mso-bidi-font-family:Symbol;"><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">·</span><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Laptop</span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left:1.25in;mso-add-space: auto;text-indent:-.25in;mso-list:l0 level1 lfo3"><span style="font-family:Symbol;mso-fareast-font-family:Symbol;mso-bidi-font-family:Symbol;"><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">·</span><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Video Camera</span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="margin-left:1.25in;mso-add-space: auto;text-indent:-.25in;mso-list:l0 level1 lfo3"><span style="font-family:Symbol;mso-fareast-font-family:Symbol;mso-bidi-font-family:Symbol;"><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">·</span><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Translating book</span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpLast" style="margin-left:1.25in;mso-add-space:auto; text-indent:-.25in;mso-list:l0 level1 lfo3"><span style="font-family:Symbol;mso-fareast-font-family:Symbol;mso-bidi-font-family:Symbol;"><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">·</span><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Translator?</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Information we will gather is as follows:</span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpFirst" style="margin-left:1.25in;mso-add-space: auto;text-indent:-.25in;mso-list:l1 level1 lfo4"><span style="font-family:Symbol;mso-fareast-font-family:Symbol;mso-bidi-font-family:Symbol;"><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">·</span><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">TONS OF PHOTOS</span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpLast" style="margin-left:1.25in;mso-add-space:auto; text-indent:-.25in;mso-list:l1 level1 lfo4"><span style="font-family:Symbol;mso-fareast-font-family:Symbol;mso-bidi-font-family:Symbol;"><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">·</span><span style="font:7.0pt "Times New Roman""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">TONS OF STORIES/NARATIVES</span></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpFirst"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight:normal"><i style="mso-bidi-font-style:normal"><o:p> </o:p></i></b></p> <!--EndFragment-->Muhammed Idrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00084661613606141125noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299538162821563803.post-59133918404434439662009-05-28T16:11:00.000-07:002009-05-28T16:16:34.021-07:00Edge of HeavenEdge of Heaven is definetly one of the best movies I have ever watched. What I liked most about it is how real it is. Nowadays when we think about movies and stories, we think of fairy tale endings.<div><br /></div><div>One thing that I could never really understand is why movies never seem to be real, even though they are sometimes based on true events. The only reason I could come up with is because movies and in other forms of art we are able to control the outcome, we create a world in which we did live in.</div><div><br /></div><div>I also liked how in your face the movie was. Nowadays we seem to find movies which are either too conservative or too out there. The In your face, this is really how it is, really stood out to me. I actually believed in what I was watching for the first time.</div><div><br /></div><div>At the end of the movie I made a comment; I said "are you serious what a horrible ending," and I think it was julie who said "this is real life." It was real life.</div>Muhammed Idrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00084661613606141125noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299538162821563803.post-55608847700774315182009-05-21T15:50:00.000-07:002009-05-21T16:01:36.261-07:00Istanbul's ChoiceAt first, I will be completely honest, I was not look forward to reading this paper/article. See I'm not much a reader and the reading was a bit on the long side.<br /><br />After procrastinating a bit, I got myself to start reading it and was not very pleased. I am not the most intellectual of the bunch if you get what I mean. I was sitting reading and wondering what am I supposed to be reflecting on. And then out of now where I was hit with a suprise.<br /><br />This surprise was the last sentence of the reading. It goes "Above all, we have to hope for a new politics of openness."<br /><br />Universal Words. Very applicable almost everywhere around the world. It made me wonder; we (The USA) are known for our democracy; our humainty; and our openness. But are those comparasions accurate.<br /><br />If I turn on FOX NEWS right now I will see everything but fair and balanced journalism. I will see so called objective journalists talking down the President of the United States.<br /><br />If I switch the channel to MSNBC I will see the very same thing; except the target of the talking down to are those who identify themselves with the right wing conservative America.<br /><br />How can we in any way be considered mature, open, and democratic if we, as a country, not just just any country, but The Super Power, the "model nation" still do not have politics of openess of which we preach.<br /><br />Its probably selfish of me to reflect upon our country when we are studying Germany but this article made me "hope for a new politics of openess."Muhammed Idrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00084661613606141125noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299538162821563803.post-28124435416927605412009-05-07T15:15:00.001-07:002009-05-07T15:17:07.669-07:00Corpses Having Sex In Berlin Exhibition<!--StartFragment--> <p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none; text-autospace:none"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; ">May 7, 2009- Controversial German anatomy artist Gunther von Hagens is once again facing flak for unveiling a work showing two corpses having sexual intercourse.The artwork will be part of von Hagens' latest plastination exhibition 'Cycle of Life' in Berlin.</span><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none; text-autospace:none"><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:20.0pt;font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family:Arial">The artist defends the exhibit saying that it combines the two greatest taboos of sex and death and is a lesson in biology. He insists that it is "not meant to be sexually stimulating".</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none; text-autospace:none"><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:20.0pt;font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family:Arial">Politicians and church representatives are angry at the exhibit, and have called for it to be withdrawn. They have pronounced it pornographic and an insult to the dead.</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none; text-autospace:none"><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:20.0pt;font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family:Arial">"This couple is simply over the top, and it shouldn't be shown," the Guardian quoted Alice Strover, an MP for the Green party, as saying."Love and death are obvious topics for art, but I find it quite disgusting to use them in this way," said Fritz Felgentreu an MP for the Social Democrats.Von Hagens developed the plastination method several years ago after discovering a method for preserving bodies by replacing their fat and water deposits with injections of silicon, which then harden.</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none; text-autospace:none"><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:20.0pt;font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family:Arial">His exhibitions have travelled across the world.His most popular exhibits included corpses playing chess, high jumping, and horse riding. He has already shown a dead pregnant woman and foetuses at various stages of development earlier.</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none; text-autospace:none"><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:20.0pt;font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family:Arial">According to von Hagens, the man and woman consented to appear in a sexual pose.<o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none; text-autospace:none"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman';"><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none; text-autospace:none"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman';">-BigNewsNetwork</span></p> <!--EndFragment-->Muhammed Idrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00084661613606141125noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299538162821563803.post-64299658902609831702009-04-30T11:03:00.000-07:002009-04-30T11:21:55.501-07:00Preferred Topics & Alter AssignmentPreferred Topics: 1) Urban Culture, 2)Fashion, 3) Graffiti Art<div><br /></div><div>Alter Assignment (Urban Culture):</div><div><ol><li>Raves</li><li>Music</li><li>Clothes</li><li>Advertisements<br /></li><li>Graffiti</li><li>Youth</li><li>Clubs</li><li>Shoes</li><li>Piercing<br /></li><li>Drinks</li><li>Popular Brands</li></ol></div>Muhammed Idrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00084661613606141125noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299538162821563803.post-17207546605385491372009-04-16T16:01:00.001-07:002009-04-16T16:01:54.352-07:00Seward Park<!--StartFragment--> <p class="MsoNormal">Seattle is known as a metropolitan haven filled with art, diversity, and acceptance. When the word Seattle is spoken people think of the bustling business, innovation, and social interactions that Seattle has become known for. But people don’t know about a park on its south side. </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> Seward Park like other parks is a place of social interaction and recreation. It boasts 300 acres of beautiful forest land, a home to eagles’ nests, old growth forest, a 2.4 mile bike and walking path, an amphitheater, a native plant garden, miles of hiking trails and much more.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </span>One of Seattle’s most cherished areas would never be seen as a barrier, a barricade.</o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> Although not intended for the purpose of serving as a boarder, Seward Park in South Seattle divides the prospering Seattle from the ghetto Seattle. Many people do not think about it but such beautiful land does serve as a physical representation of poverty gap in Seattle.</o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> Looking across the park people are segregated by race, culture, and even social standing. The Caucasian population takes part in picnics, hiking, and even bike riding, while the colored population either plays in or watches the street basket games.</o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> Getting around or through the boarder is not very difficult. Just walk straight on through from one side to the other. Although it seems so simple to me, as I looked harder into the park I noticed people of certain ethnicities walking on certain paths and avoiding others.</o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> Seward park does represent the best of Seattle; diversity, art, innovation, but at the very same time it keeps Seattle’s population on their “own side of the tracks”. It’s scary to think that something so beautiful can serve as an obstacle in such a beautiful city but I guess if we look hard enough we can find manifestations of boarders and segregations everywhere </o:p></p> <!--EndFragment-->Muhammed Idrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00084661613606141125noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299538162821563803.post-17660980913392298062009-04-02T23:24:00.000-07:002009-04-02T23:49:43.150-07:00The Walls in my LifeToday in class as an ice breaker exercise and we from what I remember we had to identify personal walls in our lives. Well here is mine:<div><br /></div><div>I was born in California, and where I grew up everyone the community was very accepting, open, and embracive. A couple years back I moved to Washington State; specifically Bellevue. In Bellevue, there are not very many people who looked like me; dressed like me; talked like me. What I realized is that in Bellevue a lot of people built up these metaphoric walls around themselves, allowing only people who were like them in.</div><div><br /></div><div>In California I not only knew all my neighbors, but interacted with them daily. In Bellevue I barely know my neighbors let alone see them. When I walk down the street or in a mall I can actually feel people getting uncomfortable. At first I asked myself why? What made me so intimidating? I mean if you know me I am 5'4, skinny, and always smiling. I always thought myself as being very warm not intimidating. </div><div><br /></div><div>Don't get me wrong. It was not their fault. They didn't know anyone like me. What they knew were people who looked like me on their televisions on shows like cops and Jerry Springer. I don't blame them because they were not arrogant, they were ignorant, they just didn't know.</div><div><br /></div><div>What I soon realized was the metaphoric wall built between us, two different types of people, in the name of safety. Like many I got used to it. Like all teenagers I changed to fit my surroundings. </div><div><br /></div><div>I changed the way I talked.</div><div>I changed the way I walked.</div><div>I changed the way I dressed.</div><div><br /></div><div>I did not change because I wanted to fit in. I changed because I was tired of being shut out. Changing allowed me a chance for people to actually get to know me for who I am. Although I changed the way I talked amongst other things, I have still maintained my identity; where I came from; what I believe in; my values; who I really am. </div><div><br /></div><div>And those who actually know me, know that I am just as real, as loving, as caring, always thinking, as American as they are.</div><div><br /></div><div>That is one of the many walls of my life. Hopefully this trip will help my realize and understand more about the walls in not only my life, but our cultures, societies, and lives.</div><div><br /></div>Muhammed Idrishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00084661613606141125noreply@blogger.com0